Our Story

Once upon a time I was mom to a beautiful baby boy. In my heart I am still his mom. I still worry if he is eating well or warm enough but I can't fix it if he is not. I pray for him every night but can no longer tuck him in and kiss his little head. So far this fairy tale has no happy ending. I pray that one day it will but for now my heart is to broken to see how it can. This is the past story and the continuing story of the joys and sadness we have experienced and continue to experience as we pursue adoption through foster care

Monday, October 29, 2012

vistis to start again!?!?!?!?

Really? here we go again.
Bio-mom is back in the picture. She contacted the case worker last week asking for visits to start up again. Baby G has not seen her in over 3 months! and the last round of visits did not go very well he cried the entire 2 visits. Permanency hearing is in December and we have been hoping they will call for termination which is what the case worker had been hinting at but of course now they have just learned about 2 "family" members that they now have to do due diligence in checking them and look at placing baby with them. Case worker promised us that if they did move baby they would make it a smooth long transition....as if that is supposed to make us feel better.

Things bio-mom has missed
-1st birthday
-baby has gone from walking to running
-baby loves to dance
-6 teeth and more coming
-first cold/fever
-first time seeing snow he stood at the window all morning watching it
-his laugh
-calling her mom

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